It's my life and I'll do what I wanna!

Left, Right, or Centre?

2005-12-10T23:24:00.000-08:00

Well, the question is do I want him? The answer is YES! GOD YES! Do I want "Him" ( u know who I mean )? the answer is YES GOD YES. So the real question is can I have both...? And the answer to that is... I don't know. basically wherever the road leads me i will follow, and if I can't love Him and him then...?

New news. good news?

2005-12-04T20:44:00.000-08:00

So me and Colin broke up again... this time I think it's for good... We're still like awesome friends and we connect even more now that he's a christian! YAAA COLIN! That boy is a walking miracle he is! lol.

So what happens when vibes fly? I'm not going to get into it, but basically last week = not a good week for me. I not only confused the hell out of myself, but I was messing with guy(s) feelings real harsh and I didn't even know it... I feel aweful... things are better now, but I still can't believe myself, like I've never ever done anything like that before it's like I was in a haze and I couldn't really tell what exactly I was doing...? Doesn't make sense hey? But thats to bad cuz I understand!

I never really blog anymore I don't think I have in months, but I felt compelled to write somethings down. I am a christian and proud of it, but I am not a very good one... I don't read my bible regularily, I don't pray enough, and sometimes I have issues with believing some of the things the bible says. Not like THATS NOT TRUE, but more like oh okay and then I think about it and its kind of like when magicians do a trick, u always know there's something not magical about it... So basically the more I think about it the more I doubt it, but I still half believe it. I'm not really sure where I stand. I know he existed I know he died for us and boy oh boy do I love him, but some of he stories it's just hard to believe... like giants... sure maybe a boy could defeat them if they existed. I mean how many people have been taught from day 1 that monsters and giants and unicorns don't exist...? It's hard when stuff like that's been drilled into your head u know? But, still he's out there I can feel his presense weighing down on me alot, especially when I'm not doing something he'd prefer me to be doing, kind of like "the look" lol.

Man I remember in October when I worked approx. 46 hrs/wk and now I'm getting like 3 because my schedule is so full of church youth and homegroup that I am rarely available... its insane! Good for me, but not for my band trips I have to pay for! And my voice lessons.... oh dear lol. I may be quitting Mc Donalds pretty soon and going somewhere else, maybe Save-On or Wendy's or something, basically anywhere I can work for more then $6. 50 /hr. Yeah I've been workingat Mc D's for pretty much 5 months and I haven't been promoted or given a raise to minimum wage... and I am not a slacker employee either... while other people who've worked there less have been. But whatever, I'll talk to Nancy, and see if things can be changed. I am so bored and awefully tired I think i am going to call it a night, or watch rudolf with ma mommy ( my daddy's out of town ) lol. Rudolf the Red Nosed Reindeer had a Very Shiny Nose!

good night and god bless all

~Katelynne

Bleck!

2005-07-25T22:42:00.000-07:00

I am sick.... and I don't like it! So far I have experienced sore throat, cough, runny nose, and alot of puking. I am not happy at all. Then on top of being sick I have to work. I was back in my bed this morning at like 11:00 am when at 11:30 one of my bosses called and told me I was supposed to be at work half an hour ago... so I had to go to work. I was at work yesterday and checked the schedule and I wasn't scheduled to work at all this week...but apparently they muct have changed the schedule yesterday after I left or this morning because I was working today and will be working Friday and Sunday, as well as tomorrow because I am taking Karen's shift for her. *Sigh* it's going to be a loooooong week.

Mummy!

2005-07-19T09:27:00.000-07:00

My mom came home today from a missions trip to Mexico! Originally my dad was supposed to pick her up, but we all ended up going anyways, which meant that I had to get up at 6:00am Because we were leaving at 6:30. *Puke* But yes my mommy is home and now all is right with the world!

WELCOME BACK!

2005-07-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

KEVIN IS BACK!! WELCOME BACK KEVIN!

Tired

2005-07-13T22:44:00.000-07:00

Today was a looong day. I got up at 11:30 :P Then did my chores and went shopping! I then walked from the mall to the lake and on to the library. I then caught a bus and ran the rest of the way home and changed into my mc d's uniform and walked part of the way to work ( my dad picked me up part way). I then worked a 4 hour shift where I did cleaning and then was put on fry duty. Doesn't seem like very much but all that walking and then standing around has officially killed my feet. I am tired. BTW Congrats and the job Colin! I am going to bed...maybe I may go and start reading the last book in my series before I go to bed!

Katelynne

BTW

2005-07-12T19:49:00.000-07:00

BTW if you haven't seen Saw then you have to see it! It is awesome to the H-Core Max! haha oh jeez.

Do you know what the best thing in the world is?

2005-07-12T18:21:00.000-07:00

So the best thing in the world.... PIZZA AND JELLY BELLIES! Oh man I went shopping today with my daddy and it was pretty cool. We went to Wally World and Costco and the bank, and then we got PIZZA AND JELLY BELLIES! Meat Lovers is the absolute best kind of pizza in the world! Hey Kevin, do they have pizza in Taiwan? I've never thought about that before.. How would life be if you were deprived of PIZZA! My god! haha WoW I sound like a fat person. Oh the other greatest thing in the world? Passing your drivers test!! Awwwwww YEAH! I barely passed though I got 85% Haha. I needed 4 more to fail... :S Oh dear. But yes I went driving at Rutherford parking lot yesterday with ym daddy and it was scary. The fastest speed I drove? 20Km/h yeah that's right. My dad made me try to get up to 50 but I was afraid I'd fly over the speed bump at the other end and ended up braking a long distance from it. I am a BAD driver and damn proud of it. MMM JELLY BELLIES!!

Katelynne

Friday! Woot!

2005-07-08T22:20:00.000-07:00

Today...I went to Colins and pruned hedges, then I tidied the kitchen because I am such a nice girl :p, then we all went out to the Granery and had roast beef and fries! MMMM!! We then went home and proceeded to haul boxes and exess stuff upstairs and then into the attic.It was a fun day. Colin was grumpy with his mom because she wanted us to do chores I laughed. Me and Colin then hung out in his room then we went and played pool :D. I won! He hit my ball which then hit the 8 ball and sunk it then sunk the cue ball... needless to say I laughed and he laughed because he couldn't have lost more if he had tried. *Yawn* it is 10:28 and I am plum tuckered out. I am going to call it a night and get some sleep so that I can get out if bed at a decent hour tomorrow and play with Colin again!

Katelynne

What an eventful day!

2005-07-07T22:33:00.000-07:00

So today I was woken up by Tod calling me at 9:45...he was supposed to call at 10:30, I wasn't pleased.I told him I would call him back in 20 minutes and then promptly proceeded to fall back asleep until he called again at 10:35 to see why I haden't called him back yet! URGH! So I got up and was going to eat some Honey Nut Cherios, but the SKIM milk smelled like WHOLE milk and tasted like plastic so I threw it out and had a tomato sandwhich for breakfast. The heather called and told me to call her before I left to come over, I told her I had to stop by Tod's and then I would call. So I got my stuff done, and made myself pretty and left for Tod's. When I got there I tried to call Heather..ALL AFTERNOON! but her line was busy. So Colin called at 4:00 and I went over to his house. I ate a bagel and then had some dinner where Mrs.Dobson saw fit to light the barbeque on fire to burn off the fat on the coals and grill... And boy did it burn lol. Colin then drove me and Mr.Dobson out to his uncles and I watched Colin back a trailer into a parking spot that was fun to watch. We then all had pudding and it was great!Lol. That was my eventful day. :D

Katelynne

rude awakening

2005-07-06T21:44:00.000-07:00

So I was sleeping the morning away after I had gotten up to say goodbye to my mother at 4 am when the damn phone rings at 11:00 am! I know that's pretty late but I hadn't slept very long or very well and I was tired. Anyways I get out of bed and its LUVI! I was like hello? She wanted her C.D. ! GAH! So I got dressed and walked to the school to drop off her C.D. in the office. Needless to say I wasn't very happy. But whatever.

I had my orientation at Mc Donalds today it was pretty rocking haha. I got my oh so sexy uniform whixh came with a really cool visor hat thinger. I work next week well actually I get trained next week which is pretty awesome! haha. I like money and boy do I like Mc Donalds. So yeah after that Travis called me and we hung out it was cool. He showed me the house he helped build and we went to Pipers and it was rally fun... WE THREW STUFF AT KIDS! (Then they came up out of no where with there mom and we were like uhmmm, but they didn't say anything so yeah). That was my day.

Katelynne

My theory: Guys are retarded.

2005-07-04T19:24:00.000-07:00

Question. How else can you tell someone that you're not mad at them other then to say that you're not mad...? Guys think that girls are confusing and hard to read...have you ever tried understand your own kind? I'm never going to understand this puzzle we call the male species...

Life As I Know It

So my summer so far? SUCKS ASS! I have done nothing fun at all! I mean I see my friends sometimes, but lately the weather has been shitty as hell so you can't really do anything and Colin has been grumpy because he's been working at the sheet metal thinger. I am thoroughly depressed SUMMER SUCKS! Where's the sun? Usually in a 5 year drought you get alot of sun and very little rain... so far it's been a lot of rain/cloud and very little sun! Aiy Vay!

My mom leaves for Mexico on Wednesday to go on a Missionary trip and leaving me my brother my dad and my step sister to survive for 2 weeks...I am going to die. I can pretty much do what I want from 8 am to 4 30 pm, but my dad is going to be on edge until she getsback and it's only a matter of time until someone sets him off...and it'll probably be me lol. It's always me :) I'm going to have to find some sanctuary for the next two weeks :) Anyways I am going to go ( btw Colin look at all the periods!).

Katelynne

Sunday...again :o

2005-07-03T22:45:00.000-07:00

GOD I HATE SUNDAYS THEY'RE SO BORING!

SO MY MOMMY IS LEAVING IN A COUPLE DAYS FOR MEXICO :( WE THREW HER A SURPRISE PARTY AND SHE CRIED ALOT! LOL. I GOT TO HOLD MY AUNTIES NEW BABY GIRL KHLOE! SHE IS ABSUTIVELY ADORABLE AND I WANT TO STEAL HER ADN NEVER GIVE HER BACK! OHHHH BABY'S ARE SO ADORABLE EEE! HAH I AM SUCH A GIRL ! NE WAYS .....IT'S ALMOST 11 AND SURE ON THE SUNDAY NIGHT SEX SHOW IS TLKING ABOUT VAGINAL AND RECTUM BALL THINGERS THAT VIBRATE! AND SOME GUY IS NOW TALKING ABOUT STICKING PICKLES UP HIS BUM..... EW! LOL SALTY! HAHA. THAT'S NOT WHERE PICKLES ARE SUPPOSED TO GO! GOD THAT JUST RUINED EVER PICKLE I EVER ATE! HAHA. BUT YEAH I'M BORED AND I HOPE THAT SOMEONE CALLS ME TONIGHT HINT HINT ( COLIN ) HAHA. YEAH I AM GOING TO GO AND LISTEN TO SURE TALK ABOUT SOME OTHER INTERESTING 'TOYS'!!

KATELYNNE,

OUT!

mmmmm mmmmm good

2005-07-01T22:54:00.000-07:00

So yeah holy flying jesus fuck!!!!! Today I slept over at Laurens and we attempetd to go to the beach which didn't work at all because the weather decided cloudy was the way to go... damn clouds! so we went to Timmy Ho's and got a hot chocolate then her sister picked us up and I went home! Then I went to Colins and we...played hang man and it was awesome.. oh and we checked off another thing on our list :D haha but yeah just thought I'd share with the world that Colin is my god! haha ne ways I'm going to bed goodnight all!

OUT!

Katelynne

Sunday

2005-06-26T19:09:00.000-07:00

I got home at like 12:00 then Colin called me and got angry cuz I didn't pick up the phone the first time :p ( I was in the shower) silly Colin <333 I went crab fishing when my parents got home from church and ended up handing feeding a couple of seals some salmon that was liek 2 years old...it was yellow...supposed to be pink? But yeah it was extremely cool I touched it ..it was slippery and sooo pretty. The end results of crab fishing ..we caught one red rock crab and we ate it when we got home, but it was more of a garnish then a meal lol we had steak and potato's too. A stupid crab got me with its stupid claws and i bled lots because crabs are gay!!!!!!!!!!! So tonight I am doing nothing because everyone is retarded actually they are all doing shit! GAH! Colin= at Berwick , Lauren= studying, Heather= work, and everyone else well they obviously haev disapeared off the face of the earth cuz they aren't home!!
Right now I'm watching Repli-Kate it's a movie about a clone who is insanely horny and I'm really confused cuz she's having sex with everything! haha but it's on tv so its like " lets have sex" *walks into room* and cut to next scene lol . God I love TV. Tonight i believe I shall play on the computer read my book and sleep, wow what an eventful life eh? Haha. Geezus I am bored as hell. OH MAN THE CLONE JUST TOTALLY BURNED SOME GUY FOR A 2 MINUTE "SESSION" ( language to a miniumum haha parents ) . So ... life should taste as good as swiss chalet.

And I'm out!
Katelynne

Woah old pic haha I like, you like?

today

2005-06-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

So went to the beach.... got burned...went fishing at 6 am ...got burned... and people laughed at my dogs this is my life today... I'm at Laurens I will be home tomorrow...

So This is me

2005-06-24T22:59:00.000-07:00

I believe in a thing called love! What would you do if a piece of the sky fell on your head? Personally I think chicken little had the right idea although I would have toned down the annoying high pitched voice if i were him i mean who's going to listen to a chicken that sounds like a chihuahua?! yeah little kid books amuse me? Hickory Dickory Dock The Mouse Ran Up The Clock .... The Clock Struck One....The Mouse Ran Down....Hickory Dickory Dock.... Alright so wwho thinks this guy was on crack....? Like seriously you'd have to be on some crazy shit to watch a mouse run up a clock and run down when it go to one o'clock... How long was he sitting there watching this stupid mouse?! I bet it didn't even exist... it was all in his mind... and the books are wrong way wrong it couldn't have been a white mouse cuz those are real... IT WAS PURPLE!

Alright I'm insane I admit it! i'm tired and I'm going to bed. I shall lecture you all on nursery rhymes another time!

Katelynne OUT!!

Oh shit American Idol Rox my Sox

So yeah post it numero uno

2005-06-24T22:33:00.000-07:00

Alright so Colin says this is awesome ... I shall try this out and if it's Über gay then yeah no more this thing for me....

So schools out for the summer guys! Party on! So yeah I live at the beach or Colins house so if you want me don't call my house just find me.

Oh BTW Alleah is a bad person for anyone who cares to know! :D

I broke a glass today.... on may hand... and my chest! i hate cupboards I am not touching them at Colins ever again!

DO DO DO Another One Bites The Dust! * cue sexy dancers* <---- This is what goes on in my head all day long music and and naked people! Don't you just love me ! :D So Colin sang the other day... I was proud lol , but he won't admit it lol! I shall break him of his anti-dancing attitude!!

Wow this shits addicting!

...........I like cheese...........

ME AND COLIN AT SCHOOL

DON'T EVEN SAY IT I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING YOU'RE DISGUSTING!